| Location | Newmarket |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 22/10/2008 |
| Date of Death | 22/10/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,685 since 16/10/2008 |
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this is a very special little person that i never had the pleasure to meet,unfortunaly it wasnt meant to be & this baby boy was needed in heaven.
mummy & daddy first told me u were in mummys tummy on the 26th september 2008 mummy was 12 + 3 weeks pregnant, i looked at ur scan & had butterflies i was so excited, because mummy & daddy hadnt had a good year, in january they found out mummy had PCOS then ur big brother or sister went 2 heaven in june so this was great news 4 them. but there was a 'but' u had a cyst in ur brain, they were told that they would have 2 go bk on the 16th october 2 have another scan done 2 see if u had grown. we all looked on the internet 2 see wot ur chances were, we were all so positive. we had all read stories that the cyst could disappear or if it hadnt of grown u could live with it & the doctors would keep an eye on u.
mummy & daddy were in a daze 4 those 3weeks just waitin, in that time u made mummy's tummy look like a real little bump.
then the big day came, i sent mummy & daddy a msg that mornin tellin them i loved them loads & was thinkin of them. it was bens 1st day at pre school & i couldnt concentrate, i kept waitin 4 the fone 2 ring & it 2b daddy sayin that u were ok, but then daddy did call at 1.40, sobbin his heart out he told me that u had 2 go 2 heaven. ur brain hadnt grown & the cyst had got bigger, at that moment i put my shoes on & just run out of the house cryin all the way up the road not carin who saw me or wot they thought.i got ben & jake frm school, brought them home & waited 4 their daddy 2 get home so i could go & c ur daddy.
when i got 2 their house their tears had stopped but i could see they were heartbroken.
mummy had 2 go bk 2 the hospital on the 20th 2 take a tablet so u would come out of her tummy, they came 2 c me on the 21st & we had tea 2getha coz u were gona b born on the 22nd & i had 2 make sure that mummy & daddy had eaten sumthing, when they were about 2 leave mummy broke down she just wanted it all over wiv, i said that i would b there 100% 2 support them & come 2 the hospital if they wanted me 2, they ddi want me there.
so after havin no sleep we all made our way up 2 the rosie maternity hospital at 8.45am, mummy didnt have her 1st tablet til 11 then 1 every 3hours, mummy was so brave, she was in alot of pain almost instantally. at 4.30 mummys waters broke. at 6.07pm u were here. the midwife took u away so she could take ur picture & ur hand & foot prints. the midwife brought the pics 4 us 2 look at, u were perfect ur hand & foot prints amazed me.
mummy was so sure she wanted 2 come home that nite, we had 2 keep makin her drink coz she had 2 have a wee b4 the midwife would let her home!
i have never felt hurt like that b4.
3weeks later ur funeral date was here, i was so scared coz i hadnt seen daddy cry yet, i didnt know how he would handle it. they had been up 2 the hospital a few days b4 2 put a teddy in ur coffin so u always had sumthing 2 cuddle up 2. they also had 2 blue roses 2 lay on top of u.
the ceremony was perfect the readings mummy & daddy had picked were lovely, each word was so true.
after the service i gave daddy the biggest cuddle & kiss ever, (even got make up on his new suit, but he didnt mind!)
u werent named offically, as when mummy & daddy found out u were a boy daddy said charlie & mummy said jack!
but they said if they are lucky enough 2 have another baby boy he wil b named after u.
so little man ur auntie hayley is askin u a big big favour, please look down on ur mummy & daddy let them know u r watchin them.
god bless u hunni
x x x
lots of love auntie hayley
x x x
God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
sorry i havent been here 4 so long lil fella, as u know there is 3 of u little monkeys in heaven now.... mummy & daddy have been so brave i cant believe how they cope especially when ur lil brother/sister came 2 play wiv u just 5days b4 daddy's birthday. well im here again askin 4 u 2 keep mummy safe coz she has another baby in her tummy now, daddy told me yesterday... its still very early days they, mummy & daddy r goin 2 c them on the 13th march 2 make sure everything is ok! fingers crossed that everything is perfect & we can have them here 2 play wiv!!! jake & ben would love a lil cousin 2 play wiv........everytime i come on here i shed a tear but i know u werent 2 b here & u r havin fun where u r...... so please keep mummy & daddy safe & give them their well deserved dream!!!
love u
auntie hayley
x x x
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
X X
u done it!!!!!!!
well lil fella u have made ur mummy & daddy's dreams come true! they r expectin ur lil brother or sister! ur daddy told me the news last friday im over the moon, it brought a tear 2 my eye! mummy is 11wks pregnant now & due on the 23rd january, they r both very nervous but we all have our fingers crossed that u will make sure everything is ok!!! mummy has her 1st scan on the 14th july,
me & mummy did the race 4 life on sunday we did very well, didnt run tho just a slow walk!! good fun tho
anyway better go & get jake frm school now!!
lotsa love & kisses
auntie hayley
x x x x x x
fathers day
today shud have been ur daddy's 1st fathers day wiv him bein spoilt by u!! im sure u have sent him lots of angels kisses & cuddles 2day. i havent spoke2 him not yet, not sure wot 2 say i know mummy was heartbroken on mothers day & she had a good cry, but i know that ur daddy wont show his emotions so he wil b bottlin it all up inside :(
i say this everytime, but plz look dwn on mummy & daddy make all their dreams come true they deserve so much happiness!
u can have a good laugh at mummy & auntie hayley nxt sunday! we r doin the race 4 life, mummy said she wil just walk but im gona persuade her 2 have a lil jog!! shud b great fun,im lookin 4ward 2 it!
bk 2 c u again soon lil man
sweet dreams
lots of love & kisses
auntie hayley
x x x x x
oh my man!! i wish u was here, everything has gone wrong since u were taken away frm us! plz look dwn on mummmy & daddy & give them sum luck coz i dnt know how much more they can take, please make them strong again
lots of love & kisses
auntie hayley
x x x x
hello lil man,
im so sorry that i have not been on as much as i said i wud b, but i have so much goin on in my own life at the moment its crazy! i wish i knew wot was happenin im so confussed everything seems 2 b goin wrong & theres nothing i can do 2 stop it.
anyway thats enough of my stress, hope u bein a gd boy up in heavens garden, i know u made 1 of mummy & daddy's dreams come true they have finally moved, fingers crossed a new house means a whole new start 4 them & a little brother or sister 4 u!! that wud make their lives complete! well time 2 go again, the washin up wont do its self!!
love of love & kisses always
auntie hayley
x x x x x x x x
hey my man!
i am so sorry that i havent been here 4 u but u r never far frm my thoughts, i really wanted 2 b here 4 ur special day but i cudnt,i am so sorry 4 that, i thought about u lots on the 7th of april the day u were meant 2 arrive. hope u have been havin lots of fun up in heaven & bein a good boy!
mummy & daddy have been thinkin about u so much recently, & mummy is gettin ur footprints made in 2 a tattoo which i think is a great idea.
i promise i wont leave it so long til i come 2 c u again.
sweet dreams lil man
lots of love & kisses
auntie hayley
x x x x x x x x
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